The punishment the Supreme Lord is meting out to me is actually His causeless mercy
H.G. Mahatma Prabhu_SB.10.16.32-34 (video) Translation The wives of the Kāliya serpent said: The punishment this offender has been subjected to is certainly just. After all, You have incarnated within this world to curb down envious and cruel persons. You are so impartial that You look equally upon Your enemies and Your own sons, for when You impose a punishment on a living being You know it to be for his ultimate benefit. Watch it here: https://bit.ly/3qETnX9